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I’m walking down a path through the woods, it is dawn, very warm with a small amount of moisture in the air, dew just starting to form on the plants, my parents following slowly behind me… As I continue to walk I notice a presence in the forest, I look to the left and see a small girl curled up next to a tree. My parents don’t notice her right away; they are too wrapped up in their conversation and maybe a bit of their surroundings, nor do they notice me when I step off the trail to go to her. Her face is buried in her knees, I cannot see who it is. Without thinking, as if drawn to her by a magnetic force, I sit down next to her and embrace her in my arms. And then I feel her, I am totally overcome by a sense of warmth and familiarity, I close my eyes and press my head against hers, I sink into her, and she embraces me. We fit into each others’ arms so perfectly, I know I am home. I sink deeper into her into the darkness like a somnambulant meditation.

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[SIDE NOTE: brother calls me in the middle of writing this, I pause to talk to him, he tells me I can come over now, I look down and it says Draft saved at 11:22:00 pm. 11:22 means Pay Attention, Don’t give up before the miracle!…. I continue writing]
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It is my |Twin~Flame| Miranda, I hear her voice softly in my ear, I feel as if I have found her! I get excited… meditation starts to slip and I notice my parents have taken note of our presence now. I open my eyes and they are standing there in front of us taking pictures of us. They are both so ecstatic, crying even. I stand up and they show me the pictures they’ve just taken of Miranda and I… they keep telling me how beautiful we are…

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….she dreamed about me too….

So today for what ever reason, as I stood outside and observed the nature and landscape, also gazing deep within me, I decided to say goodbye to Minnesota. I’m being called elsewhere… I cannot stay here if I wish to thrive. I do not know when I will leave, I’ve just accepted that I will. The trees seem to be waving goodbye in the gentle breeze…

I can’t really recall the sequence of these events today… but after Miranda pointed out that my dream seemed very important, and asked me how I interpreted it, I think I’ve come upon a rather intriguing interpretation.

~~Well… my parents were taking pictures… pictures to me represent the attachment to a memory, trying to ‘hold on’ to something that is no longer here. The fact that they didn’t notice Miranda and I at first seems to be reflective of their world, where as in my utopia, we are in tune with our senses and not distracted, where we don’t put walls and distance between us physically and emotionally. I’m ever working toward that Utopia and I’ve been wanting to know the next step… I cried yesterday over the sheer weight of cognitive dissonance… I’ve been so conflicted, torn between the world I was brought into and the world I dream of, It’s taken me until just now to realize I must leave one in order to let the other come fully into being. The forest in the dream seemed to reflect my recent longing to return to nature, I feel so disconnected from it. I think stepping off the path into the wild brush was also reflective of my need to be more intimate with nature. Miranda already being off the path reflects the fact that she had approached me with the prospect of moving to California only a few days ago. I want to live a life more intimate with nature…. It’s hard to do that in Minnesota… I feel a calling to move southward, to a warmer climate where I can thrive in nature (as I always have). Today I accepted that call.

As for my family… I know I am leaving them behind but I cannot choose for them and I cannot wait for them any longer. Maybe they will find what they are looking for in those pictures (memories) and themselves see the magic which lies in the wild brush of the moment, the eternal now~~

I believe this to be my next step in integration… to lower the frequency a bit – it goes something along the line of (but maybe not exactly like) moving south to live on a communal organic farm near the woods with like-minded people… the Mayan Tzolk’in Calendar (which I visited after I came to these conclusions) only reinforces this interpretation.

~~The following information was copied from: The Mayan Calendar Portal

Uaxac {Tone Eight}

Uaxac is the number eight in the Mayan Sacred Calendar. It represents justice, harmony and balance.

Persons born on days with this tone possess exceptional organizational and management skills, and the ability to handle the most complex of tasks, situations or environments. Carefully weighing all evidence to reach a balance of justice, they are concerned not with taking sides but with fairness and equality. Some Eights might be overly concerned with cleanliness and neatness.

Uaxac is ruled by Tlaloc, the Aztec god of rain and war.

Tlaloc {God of Rain and War}

Tlaloc is the ruler of the Eighth Day of the Trecena, and the Fourth Night and Eighth Heaven of the Galactic Underworld.

Tlaloc is also the Aztec god of rain and war. The energy he embodies is that of harmony.

The Galactic Underworld
is the level of evolution that currently influences the mind of human beings the most strongly. It is developed through the energetic effects of thirteen tuns (360 day periods) that are subdivided into seven peaks of energy (days) and six valleys (nights), each symbolized by a specific deity. Day by day, this wave movement brings increasingly greater flows of right-brain energies and propels the end of Western dominance in the world. The deeper we go into this Underworld the stronger the waves become. To mark these most significant shift points in the evolution of consciousness, celebrations focusing on alignment with the divine plan are taking place all over the world.

Eb {Road, South}

This is the 12th day sign of the uinal. It means “road” or “grass”. It carries a soft Southern energy.

The bearer of time and conductor of destiny, this day sign is supremely devoted to its fellow human beings, giving guidance and opening pathways to a healthier future. The Southern flavor of its energy gives this day sign a certain ease and natural flow.

Road persons care deeply about community, future generations and the children of the Earth and work toward their well-being. Many take care of the poor, sick and elderly, and make personal sacrifices. They are devoted, very hardworking and quite likeable; many are successful in business and travel. Yet they have little or no desire for fame or recognition for the good that they do. They may often keep a low profile and are soft and considerate in their ways.

Affectionate and empathetic, Road persons are easily hurt but slow to anger. This tendency to harbor negative emotions and repress resentment can lead to illness, a poisoned opinion of others or a false bravado.

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Well I was looking for some pictures to add to this post just now and I found another synchronicity! Here is another description of Eb found on: http://www.dr-rock.biz/Tzolkin
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Eb has been taken to mean variously : ‘tooth’, ‘human’, ‘grass’, ‘road-‘ or ‘stair-way’. Eb is one of the yellow kin and is associated with the sensual and physical aspects of living. Eb is the road of life and, in some manifestations, the greening and enlightening of individual and planetary awareness. Eb is the dew of heaven, it is the inner lightning which animates all, it is consciousness walking in beauty and balance. All earthly kind belong to this road. Eb is individual spirit and authority and stands but one step from community.

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I’ll leave the interpretation up to you! Can YOU spot the incidences of synchronicity? 😉
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❤ Jagno Gaia

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