…It’s been a long time since I’ve posted here, and I think it’s time I’ve shared my story with you. Over the years, I’ve talked a lot about “Twin Flames” and of course, Synchronicity. As I was dealing with all of this synchronicity in my life, I tried my best to interpret it, to follow it, allow it to guide me and move through me. As if I were allowing God, or some Higher Power within me to take the reigns, make my decisions and lead the way. And while this has certainly benefited me in many ways, I think one needs to realize the impermanence and fleeting nature of All things (my phone just lit up for “no reason” illuminating the time 4:44). We need to be open-minded to the possibilities for growth and change in All areas of our life, at any given moment, and to not pin ourselves down in an impossible web of crippling expectation/limitation. We need to let go. We need to be willing to take life as it comes to us, moment by moment, living fully in the Now. It is certainly beneficial to have hopes and dreams for the future… but we should not be so set on them, that we miss what is happening in front of us, in a feverish attempt at forcing things to happen exactly the way we had dreamed up. Our hopes and dreams will always be there, no matter what happens. However, the path that may lead us there, is perhaps far more variable than we had once imagined, and will undoubtedly surprise us.

My last relationship, which spanned 4.5 years and came to an abrupt end in October, was initially chock full of synchronicity. Everything from the manor in which we met, to details about our lives, to repeating symbolism, to a seemingly telepathic connection, and to shared dreams… we seemed destined to be together, as instructed by synchronicity (in that moment). Well, I got a bit excited. I thought, “Aha! I have found The One!” And would you know, I wasn’t even looking! Everything was perfect in my life at the time, and so was she. 3 months into the relationship, I spontaneously proposed to her, on top of a hill, in the middle (time & space) of our favorite music festival. I did not ask her to marry me. Instead… without a ring… not on one knee… I proposed something along the lines of, “Will you spiral upwards into Infinity with me? Learning and growing, together and apart, until the end of time?” She said yes.

I thought she was my Twin Flame, my literal other-half… the same soul split in two. And perhaps she is, or was, at the time, an embodiment or reflection of my True Self. However, my naming of this, grasping for totality, for Union… my selfish desire to fulfill an ideal, to mold my experience to fit neatly into a predefined box, had ultimately set me up for failure, and knocked me straight off of my path.

I interpreted my proposal as a proposal for marriage… “til death do us part”, forgetting what I had actually said and what I had truly meant, even though I had planned to propose again in the future the traditional way. I imagined that the Love between Twin Flames would be enough to keep us together, no matter what. And so I loved her, with all of my heart… I loved her so much, that I put all of my energy into her, and forgot about myself. I stopped doing many of the things I was passionate about, like making music… because at the time I was more focused on trying to figure out how I would create a space for us to live together in. Eventually I stopped seeing the signs, the repeating numbers, messages from the Earth’s creatures and from the angels that I was on the right path. In fact the only synchronicities I can recall were telling me that I needed to make a choice, that there was somewhere else I needed to be or something else I needed to be doing. Do you think I heeded these messages? No. I was where I needed to be anyways, in Union with my Twin.


“In sharing the lighting and smoking of the Sacred Pipe, [White Buffalo Woman] tells us:

This, your individual human life, like the single flame that burns this twig, is sufficient to light a great fire. As long as the love that burns within you is turned toward self-centered pursuits, it will remain tiny like this flame. Remaining tiny, it will bring you no joy. Eventually, in the swirling winds of spirit, it will be extinguished. But when you are in harmony with the Great Spirit, your flame of love is fanned by those same spirit winds. You are in love with the very purpose of life! You light the fire of love in all you meet. You know the purpose of your walk through this world, and you know why the Great One gave you a life flame: not so that you could keep your tiny flame to yourself, loving what you need only, but so that you could give it away, and with the fire of your love, bring consciousness to Earth.”

The Last Ghost Dance: A Guide for Earth Mages
By Brooke Medicine Eagle

They say the ultimate goal of Twin Flames is physical Union… in which both flames are serving their higher purpose incarnate on this Earth, and working together to do so. Gee, wouldn’t it be nice to have a spouse who likes the same things as you do? Who compliments your talents and shortfalls so perfectly that the 2 of you work together seamlessly/effortlessly, doubling each others’ effectiveness? Who both share a vision, a dream of a bright future for planet Earth and all of her creatures and wish to work together to fulfill this mission? Who thinks so alike you, that you rarely have disagreements and can always see each other eye to eye? Sounds a bit like a fairy-tale to me! Well, I just so happen to believe in fairy-tales…

They say that very few Twin Flames will ever make it to full physical Union in this lifetime. Perhaps that is a coping mechanism for people like myself whom subscribed to a belief-system just to have it come crashing down in front of me, forcing me to question those ideas I had attached to, or which had attached to me. And again, perhaps it is true. They say that after an initial “Bubble Phase” or “Honeymoon Phase”, it is common, if not absolute, that one of the Twins will run, and the other will chase. Perhaps she is running, and I was chasing… and that is the phase we are in now… and perhaps not. To me, this all sounds more like a template, of any relationship. 2 persons desire a lover, a partner, a companion… and they find each other… they hit it off, discover their chemistry, and fall into a bubble of excitement forgetting all else that ails them. They are whole, and complete… so they feel. Maybe they get married, and for a year or so they are so happy in love, enraptured in their exciting new journey together. Eventually the excitement wears off, and usually it is one who begins to realize first, they are not whole and there is much work to do. There is much work to do on oneself in order to grow and not become stagnant so that the relationship can continue to flourish. Perhaps these 2 are brave enough to stick it through together, and help each other through this process… potentially slowing their own growth, or who knows, maybe even accelerating it. If not, one will run, and the other will chase, not realizing what the other had realized sooner.

There are too many limitations involved in many relationships… people create all kinds of unrealistic expectations. We have to live in the same house, sleep in the same bed every night, you can’t do this without me, and I won’t do that without you, you can’t move unless we figure out a way for us to both move… etc. etc… These things are not impossible to navigate, but they definitely complicate things, and especially make it difficult to follow your heart, your intuition, and synchronicity. Personally… this experience for me has led me to believe that the notion of marriage is pretty obsolete (Just now I overhear my Mom talking on the phone with my brother, who is about to have his first child with his wife,”Yeah that’s kind of how it is, welcome to married life… as long as you can make it work.”) unless having a child – in which case I believe it is the responsibility of both parents to work together to take care of and raise that child, in which case marriage can help to strengthen their resolve and commitment to each other.

People grow, and people change… sometimes our lives intersect… but we all have our own path to walk and no two are the same. Though perhaps some lives spiral around each other, infinitely becoming closer and closer, throughout all eternity… so that maybe in one lifetime, they appear to be in total harmony: Union.

One thing remains certain in all of this to me. True Love comes from within. There is no person out there who can fill a void or space in our hearts… Twin Flames or not, that void is filled with the devotion of our own soul acting through us as Unconditional Love and compassion, in service of the Greater Good of All that Is.  This is our mission, and passion is the conduit through which it is expressed. To engage in our passions, is to love ourselves.

Surrender to the flow of the Divine will, and all else will follow.

Below is a poem I wrote to my ex, as a means of dealing with my emotions about our parting, in an attempt to let go completely and allow the universe to govern itself once again. Click the link for the actual document, picture included:


Dearly Beloved,

I release you, I set you free
I cannot be with someone who doesn’t want me
So do as you please, and don’t worry…
Just be

Maybe someday love will bring us back together
Many things are uncertain, but one thing I know for sure…
My Love for you is undying, My Love for you is Pure

Your soul has touched mine, deeper than the ocean
Transformed me, from within
Heart Chakra wide open

Our meeting, by happenstance, was not without reason
So too is our parting… After all, ’tis the season

Follow your heart, it shan’t lead you astray
Hawaii is calling… perhaps there you may stay

Across a vast sea, far away you shall go
To embody the Yogi in you that I know

Limitless potential, residing within
Let the Return of the Divine Feminine begin!
You’re a Woman; You’re a Warrior; You’re a Goddess without sin!

There is no obstacle you cannot overcome
Shine light on the darkness, and away it will run

Love knows no boundaries, it endures all, my dear
I wanted this, to be Absolutely clear
So you can go on your journey, free of fear

If you ever feel alone, look to your heart
I Am Here

For any of you who is curious, Miranda recently completed her (200 hour? 300 hour? I don’t know, we haven’t been talking much) Yoga teacher training on the big island of Hawaii, where she will be moving in a month to hopefully start up a Yoga retreat center. I couldn’t be more proud of her for pursuing her dreams. That line in the poem above… “Hawaii is calling… perhaps there you may stay”… I had no idea why I even said that. It’s funny how things work out sometimes… Anyways, cheers to letting go!

I hope this helps someone in some way…


Kaypacha – Pele Report (April 6, 2016)

“The more pleasure I can take
The more I move emotion
The more power I will have
To manifest creation”
Mayan Calendar Portal – Tzolkin calculator

11 Akbal
Buluk – Tone 11
Buluk is the number eleven in the Mayan Sacred Calendar. It represents resolution.

Persons born on days with this tone drive change. They have a strong capacity for creating, harnessing and facilitating change, simplification and improvement. It is this energy that helps evolution take place in the universe.

Buluk is ruled by Yohualticitl, the Aztec goddess of birth.

Akb’al – Night/West
This is the 3rd day sign of the uinal. It means “night”, “house” or “hearth”. It carries a mystical Western energy.

Night is the bringer of dawn. Night persons are dreamers who bring with them the morning sun to illuminate and clarify the road of life. These people inhabit the Void, a place where nothing exists but all potential dwells–the womb of creation. It is here that Night persons conceive artistic inspiration and new ideas and solutions. But this place can bring dreams and inspiration as well as self-doubt and insecurity; so Night persons must make their journey with courage, understanding and insight.

Among the Maya, people born under his sign may become shamans, through their natural acquaintance with the darker regions of the human psyche. They may help dispel uncertainties and doubts born from these regions or the subconscious mind.

It is said that there is also a special kind of feminine softness in the people who embody this day sign. The meaning of “house” and “hearth” is linked to protecting one’s family and home and keeping the darker elements of the world out. This is why Night persons are often the storytellers or mythkeepers of their families or communities.

From Joanne Sacred Scribes


Number 4 resonates with the vibrations of the Archangels, practicality and responsibility, productivity, illumination and initiation, building solid foundations, stability and ability, honesty and inner-wisdom, determination and endurance, hard work and progress. Number 4 also represents our passion and drive and encourages us to work harmoniously yet diligently to achieve our goals and aspirations. Number 4 is also the number that represents the four elements of Air, Fire, Water and Earth, and the four sacred directions, North, South, East and West. With three 4’s appearing, the influences and energies of the number 4 are magnified and enhanced.

Angel Number 444 asks that you pay attention to your intuition and inner-wisdom as your connection with your angels and the angelic realm is very strong at this time. You are encouraged to continue on your current path as your drive and determination will lead to success and fulfilment.

Angel Number 444 is a message that the angels and Archangels are with you, encouraging and guiding you. They are offering you positive energies, inner-strength and
support to enable you to get the work done that you need to. They know and understand that you have been toiling diligently towards your goals, and encourage you to continue on your current path to achieve the success and results you desire. Use your strong connection with the angelic realm to your benefit and be open to their promptings and messages. Listen to your intuition and follow its guidance.

Angel Number 444 is a message that you have nothing to fear in regards to your life, work and Divine life purpose. When you take positive action towards your highest intentions, aspirations and goals, the Universe works in your favour and helps you to establish solid foundations and advance you along your path. Know that the angels surround and support you, encouraging you to keep up the good work you have been doing.

Angel Number 444 brings a message that ‘all is well’. Trust that you are on your correct life path and are doing a great job. The angels and Archangels are available for help and guidance  –  all you need to do is ask.


Oh boy… this is a little embarrassing… I might be completely full of shit

Then again maybe not… but you all knew that already

Today marks just over 2 years of my absence from this blog. Though I don’t know how many of you view regularly, I wish to apologize. I have spent the last 2 years diving further into many projects, learning new things and gaining vital life experiences. I took a bit of a break from creative expression. Today is a new day. Big changes are coming in my life, and I suspect in the world as well. I’ve answered the call to return to my mission (4:11) and follow the divine guidance of my intuition. Integration is so key, and our heart is guiding us along the way, urging us to answer the call and follow our gut instincts. Passion and desire are precursors to manifestation. If there ever was a moment for action it would be in the presence of these 2 driving creative forces. Coincidentally, the Sacral, or 2nd Chakra, represents the same energy: creativity, passion, desire, sexuality, emotion (energy in motion).

This blog post is more of a mantra, or a reminder to myself to complete the work I set out to do. At this moment I sit here surrounded by a group of like-minded young adults, working together on projects designed to influence the world and lift up those who live in it. The main project happens to utilize wordpress as a means for open source communication and user personalization. And thus I was brought back to my old wordpress site only to revisit my last post which happens to be a project that I considered continuing this morning. All afternoon I was gathering data to help me complete my research into numerological phenomena and how it can relate to the physical world in a practical application. Little did I know I was about to receive intuitive direction from my guides who prompt synchronicities.

If you do recall, I enjoy utilizing the Mayan Calendar Portal daily tzolkin readings:

This is the 14th day sign of the uinal. It means “jaguar” or “death”. It carries a stealthy Northern energy.

Born with a deep love of Mother Earth, the Jaguar is directly tied to the source of all Earth energy. Jaguar energy is feminine in nature, capable of healing, and is the ruling spirit of jungles, plains and mountains. The Maya often call on the spirit of the Jaguar, who inhabits their temples, to assist them in spiritual as well as material matters.

The extreme intelligence of the Jaguar often comes paired with clairvoyance. This is the typical day sign for prophets and daykeepers among the Maya: they possess great power of intellect, strength of character and the ability to see through the night.

Their strength gives them extraordinary patience, which can suddenly explode in bursts of decision and action; but their focus tends to be very narrow and they are rarely open to exploring alternative life paths.

Secretive, bold and mystical, Jaguar persons tend to be difficult to get a hold of or understand; their relationships are often complicated and their secretiveness makes it rather challenging to live with them. They often simply just turn up, disappearing as quickly as they appear. Their challenge in life is to be humble and open to other people.

Bolon is the number nine in the Mayan Sacred Calendar. It represents patience, perseverance and completion.

Persons born on days with this tone place great emphasis on the big-picture view of things, on a larger perspective on all aspects of life. With this energy, plans or projects move toward completion so that they may begin their life or destiny in full. Completion is crucial for people of this tone; if completion is not attained, it can cause pain and suffering.

Bolon is ruled by Quetzalcoatl, the Aztec god of light.

It’s clear to me I’m meant to collaborate if I am to ever complete my project(s).

Carl Jung coined the term synchronicity for the “simultaneous occurrence of two meaningful but not causally connected events” creating a significant realm of philosophical exploration. This attempt at finding patterns within a world where coincidence does not exist possibly involves apophenia if a person’s perspective attributes their own causation to a series of events. “Synchronicity therefore means the simultaneous occurrence of a certain psychic state with one or more external events which appear as meaningful parallels to a momentary subjective state”. (C. Jung, 1960)


The following, is a collaboration of my own thoughts and revelations following a question asked by a good friend of mine, concerning the significance of the number sequence of 11:11 ~ the universal symbol for synchronicity, and why for example, that number sequence is more significant than say 22:22 ~~~ the events following led me down a whirlwind tunnel of new ideas and formulated thoughts on numerology far more complex than I could hope to describe at this point in time.

I’ll start off by giving a little background history of my own experience with number sequences and synchronicity on DIGITAL clocks ~

Back in 2008, living away from home for the first time at college, I started to notice a pattern… every day when I looked at my clock it would read ~ 9:11 ~ I saw this sequence once or twice a day for like 2 weeks straight, after the first 4-5 days or something, I started thinking something was up; I’d never recognized a pattern in clocks before (and by pattern I mean repetition – what repeated was once or twice everyday I would have this strange feeling accompanied by a very deep revelatory thought pattern which I would consider to be Sacred, as opposed to the experience of everyday Profane moments ~ http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sacred-profane_dichotomy ~ . At the same moment I would instinctively – seemingly for no reason glance at the clock to find it reading 9:11). Also each consecutive time I saw this I would be reminded more and more of the events of September 11th of course because at that point in 2008 the numbers 9/11 had been drilled into my head to be associated with those events.

At the end of these 2 weeks, I was convinced that this was no coincidence and that something was going on, I had no idea what, but it was no longer possible for me to continue believing it was coincidence, because I knew it in my heart not to be.

Shortly after this shift in perception from doubt to confidence, the sequence that I saw everyday once or twice a day at synchronistic moments suddenly changed to read ~ 11:11 ~

Now this also befuddled me… why would this sequence suddenly change from one to another, and with such precision… to go from pretty much only seeing 9:11 on a digital clock, to pretty much only seeing 11:11 (when I say pretty much only – I mean there were times when I’d look at the clock, for example, to make sure that I’d get to class on time, when I wasn’t thinking about anything other than this physical reality and what I have to do with my body today, and the clock would just read whatever the time is… I’d see it and it would be just as benign as any other time you’d check the clock and it reads 2:35 or something. But more often than not it would be one of these sequences, and so I never found any real reason to dismiss the synchronicity as coincidence because the numbers were always accompanied by a very significant moment to me – this significance I must point out is very personal in my opinion; The sequences that people see along with their meanings, are completely subjective to the observer, however I do believe there is something objective/universal that is taking place as well, which I will ATTEMPT to describe in this paper.)

In my experience, I believe a transformation was taking place inside me~ a transformation in the way I viewed the world around me, accompanied by the appearance of patterns ~ repetitions in numbers. These number sequences, for me ~ went from 9:11, which I saw as just the number which was most likely to get my attention if I saw it a whole bunch (keep in mind that for the past 7 years at this point, many people were focusing their thoughts and attention on the numbers 9/11 ~ being a very traumatic event for the people in this country, and even around the world, while at the same time the 9/11 Truth movement was gaining momentum, of which I was unaware at the time), to 11:11 ~ a very grounded number. As 1 is the first whole integer so to speak, perhaps it was marking the moment of transformation, signaling a new beginning in my life. 1 also is the only integer, on an American digital clock, to fill all digit places with the same number; an American digital clock never shows 22:22 unless you recalibrate it… so within the sequence of 11:11 itself there is repetition, there is pattern at its most fundamental form.

After about a month the sequences started evolving.. so to speak… I began to see 1:11 frequently as well (at synchronistic moments), then shortly after that, I began to see other sequences… 5:11, 4:11, etc… then months later it progressed into all sorts of double and triple numbers, like 4:44, 3:33, 2:22, 1:22, 1:44, 1:10, 11:33, etc… today these sequences come to me in far more various forms than when this phenomenon fist began, and sometimes, when I’m having a deep thought, or undergoing some sort of transformation, I can predict, that if I look at the clock, it will read a sequence such as 11:11 or some other whole number multiple of 11. I’ve done this many times, on my own of course; it is my own experience and there are few ways to really share or express such an event.

It’s important to note, that the frequency of these “synchronistic events” is and has been since this whole thing started, totally dependent on my mental state at the time; if there is a transformation taking place within me, or if I am living in the present moment, I see more number sequences.

“Energy flows where attention goes”… Once you become aware of your own energies and you follow the cycle, you will be living in the present moment, in the Here and Now, and you will start experiencing increasing synchronicities (meaningful events miscalled “pure coincidences”) in your life.


The reason I believe these sequences have real meaning cannot truly be explained here, although I will mention at one point I went on the internet to search for something… I can’t remember what I searched… number sequences synchronicity? 11:11 on clocks? 11:11 meaning? 11:11 phenomenon? ~ Something to that extent; only to my large surprise did I find out that this is a phenomenon that takes place all over the globe, and that I wasn’t the only one experiencing it (FWEW! I’m not crazy!) 🙂

Here’s a good example of someone else who experiences the same phenomenon: http://www.urigeller.com/articles/11.htm

Out of all the synchronicities I have ever experienced, there is one that stands out above all others, in which I will forever hold my faith in synchronicity. About 2-3 years ago, after learning more about 11:11 via my own experiences, as well as through internet searches and posting about synchronicity, etc… something grabbed my attention on the side of my ‘newsfeed’ in the ads section of Facebook. I’m sure we’re all accustomed by now to the way Facebook tracks our activity and feeds us marketing ads that are more relevant to our interests. What grabbed my attention was an advertisement for an 11:11 medallion created by artist Doug D’souza. This, of course, was no coincidence.

Handcrafted in fine pewter, this unique medallion is dedicated to those on the path of enlightenment accessed through the portal of 11:11. Each design has a significant meaning starting first with the cord as it loops through the Infinity symbol. The entrance is marked with an eleven on each side and sets the tone as the door swings open to reveal the awakening One being showered by rays of light while resting in lotus. The hands of the clock are stopped at the exact moment when source is speaking to those who listen. The dove flutters above representing truth and hope. The universal signs of Peace, Yin-Yang and Love are placed symbolically to remind you of your commitment to peace, balance, harmony and love. When you wear the medallion know that it has been divinely inspired, created and imbued with the healing energy of global awakening consciousness.


At first I thought to myself, “this guy is just trying to make money off peoples’ fascination with 11:11.” I did not want to purchase it. However, after reading this passage about the medallion and thinking about it for a while, I kind of decided that I had to buy it. After all, at the time I had been looking for a new necklace that suited my personality. It didn’t matter to me if I was ‘wasting’ $35 on a necklace that clearly couldn’t do anything for me other than be a nice piece of jewelry because I decided it would be a reminder of the breathtaking experience of synchronicity I had been immersed in for the past few years and sure enough for the years to come. I also maybe thought to myself that this artist deserved a little credit for his honest work. I saw it as honest, even if he was just doing it for the money, because of the great importance and significance of synchronicity in my life and others’ lives. So I ordered it. A few weeks later it came in the mail and I put it on, to (for the most part) never be taken off.

Maybe a few months after this I met the woman of my dreams. Well, we had met previously in passing, but never did we have the chance to spend any time with each other. After hanging out together just a couple of times, this woman seemed absolutely perfect to me… it was as if our minds were hardwired to think the same way and to complement each others’ train of thought – conversation came so easily to us. When we first acknowledged our feelings for each other openly, I was completely astonished to what unfolded next. On the night of our first kiss, perhaps before we even kissed… we were sitting in my car when we realized a truly compelling synchronicity – and this time, it dealt with the very thing I acquired to symbolize my faith in synchronicity.

She showed me her tattoos behind her left and right ears… behind the right ear – a yin yang symbol, behind the left – a peace symbol. Facing me, her tattoos lined up perfectly with the orientation of those very symbols on my 11:11 medallion. At about this same time we both noticed a bright light in front of us that came out of no where. It got very bright for a moment, and then disappeared with a flash. How peculiar that we would both witness a UFO at this very moment! We were truly ecstatic!

Now if that’s not a compelling example of synchronicity, and proof that I experience it, and that it is very real ~ then I don’t know what is…

Being an experiencer of this phenomenon myself for the past 4-5 years, I’m going to tell you why I think 11:11 is a more significant number than say 22:22…


Numbers are symbols, and they carry meaning ~ as humans, we created numbers to help us make sense of the world around us, and we gave them theoretical meaning so as to make the numbers themselves sensible. So again, I will attempt to do just that.

If we think of numbers as place holders for dimensions / fractions of the greater picture (excuse me if I make any scientific mistakes here, this is just to portray a message), we can imagine the number (1) might be used to describe a neutron, (2) to describe the interplay of protons and electrons, (3) is these first 2 elements combined, creating an atom, (4) several atoms combined into a molecule, (5) the formation of molecules into a cellular structure or organelle, (6) a group of organelles making up a cell (the most basic functional unit of life), (7) a group of cells making up a tissue, (8) a group of tissues making up an organ, (9) a group of organs making up organ systems, which combined make up a whole organism (10)… If we pay close attention to this example, we can see that there are cycles within cycles and there seems to be a particular significance to the number (3).

If you hadn’t noticed already, what determines the organizational structure or value of a certain number place holder, is the sum or product of 2 or more of whatever the previous number’s assigned value was (which includes everything else below it), with the exception of numbers (1-2). This is very similar to the Fibonacci Sequence, such that, when writing out the Fibonacci sequence you must first begin with 2 numbers, 0 & 1, and at that point you now have 2 different concepts to combine into the next number. It’s like a feedback loop, the output from 1 calculation is fed back into the input of the next.

(0+1)=1 —> 1+1=2 —> 2+1=3 —> 3+2=5 —> 5+3=8 —> 8+5=13

0 1 1 2 3 5 8 13 etc….

Only when we reach the 3rd number of the sequence does addition actually take place, again signifying the importance of the number 3.

In my example, I actually used the Atom as the basis of my number scale. As you can see in my model the Atom is represented by the number 3. But an atom is a whole thing, isn’t it? Why didn’t I attribute it to the value of 1? It is because I found the elementary or subatomic components of an Atom particularly interesting, in that they seemed to replicate my own feelings on the energies of the numbers 1 and 2.

For example the number 2 in my eyes represents doubling, or halving. What happens when you divide by 2 is you get polarity. If I divide the earth into 2 I have to name them 2 separate things, instead of 1 thing, and so I call them north and south. But somehow North and South are connected, as they were before I divided it into 2. So it is polarity/magnetism of opposites that binds them together. This to me was a spitting image representation of the interplay of protons and electrons.

The number 1 in this case, if I put the 2 back together ~ if I combine the protons (+charge) and electrons (-charge) I end up with a neutral, or non-polar charge. The neutron is the non-polar component or nucleus of an atom. In this case I’m not referring to any element in particular, because some have more +charge than -charge or vice versa, instead I am simply referring to the concept of an atom, and the concept of protons and electrons as if they aren’t real “things” but instead place holders to represent + and – charges. Although I would bet on it that if you combine all elements’ charges together in their original state you would get a neutral charge, but that’s probably impossible to test.

So now if we look at it this way, we can deduce, that the number 3 is an elementary form of creation, because every “thing” must be composed of 2 or more “things”. And thus we are presented with the paradox of infinity, the chicken and the egg. Now let me just point out that I believe it would be asinine to assign personal meaning to all numbers up to infinity, not to mention a complete waste of time. In fact, it’s completely unnecessary, and I think the principle of the number 3 proves this.

This is a representation of the fractal nature of the universe, meanings seem to reach a certain peak of complexity before returning to a basic form, although exponentially more complex than the original basic form, indicating a cyclic or even spiral nature. It’s interesting to note that we once believed matter could be reduced to a singular unit in which it could no longer be reduced into further components, in other words, an elementary particle. We once called this particle, an atom. Only today, we have been astonished to find out that not only can an atom be broken down into protons neutrons and electrons, but these subatomic particles can also be broken down into smaller components (up-quarks, down-quarks, leptons, etc.). So maybe there is no “elementary particle” after-all, instead perhaps particles are a function of a wave or energy, as in Wave-Particle Duality. What I’m trying to get at here, is that every “thing” is part of something else entirely that is not even a “thing”.

Let us then, consider the energy, or “vibe” if you will, of each number, instead of some type of formation of particles.

At a fundamental level, the number 1, represents wholeness, non-polarity, the universe could be represented as the number 1, because it encompasses all physical matter as one thing, and not the separate things they appear to be (UNI – VERSE = ONE – SONG) ~ we’ll just say that everything else, for example ALL potential energy/matter (otherwise known as dark energy or dark matter), including manifest energy, is represented by the ‘number’ 0.

To demonstrate this all-encompassing property of the number 1, we need only to realize mathematically, that ANY number is divisible by 1, and any number can be reduced to 1 rationally (ie. 9/9 = 1 & 9/1 = 9). Likewise we can say that any matter is a product of the universe.

The number 2 represents a division, duality, polarity (+ & -), balance, yin and yang, our chamber here in this physical plane, bound to a separate identity in space/time duality and the cycles of life and death.

We can continue down the sequence of numbers assigning logical theoretical-based meaning to all of them, but the meanings become more obscure and abstract, and it becomes increasingly, if not exponentially difficult to place value upon numbers as they increase; not to mention the meanings are completely relative to the amount of detail one is looking for. In order to simplify the process of assigning value to numbers, some sort of pattern must be recognized. Today’s decimal system applies meaning to numbers in a linear fashion, allowing us to count all the way up to infinity. But this clearly is not rational. I believe it is useful no doubt, but when dealing with numerology we are really looking for patterns, which are repetitions, or cycles.

There are also what are called “Master Numbers”. The number 11, consists of TWO ONE’S next to each other… so what we have here is 2 separate symbols which are each whole in themselves ~~ the number 11 is a HIGHER OCTAVE of the number 2 (in music, an octave represents the same tone only at a higher or lower frequency, in multiples of 2) ~~ double numbers are also considered “Master Numbers”, perhaps giving them both the quality of their root numbers with a certain mastery over that dimension, for example, the number 11 (1 + 1 = 2) would then be “Master of Duality” and the number 22 (2 + 2 = 4) could be seen as master of the energy signature of the number 4. When Using this method of reducing double-digit numbers to it’s respective whole integer, we exclude the 0 from the place values as we are only using Whole-1-digit-numbers ~~

~~I want to point out, that at this point in my thought process, something began to become clear to me in relation to numerology. Something I had not thought of previously… in fact I had been looking at numerology in a certain way, excluding the 0, without really realizing why I was doing it… how come I consider “11” to be a higher octave of 2, instead of 1? why is 10 not considered a higher octave of “0”? When I started to look at the math, the reason became more clear to me… the decimal system we use today IMO does not line up with sacred geometry/ancient numerology because 0 is not a “real” number, at least not a rational number in this sense. In order to properly calculate significance of numbers, we must first remove the 0’s from the equation (although the first 0 (and only in my opinion) carries it’s own meaning) and only use so-called “rational numbers”. Since double numbers use a 0 to fill a place value, they must first be reduced to their “root” value (1-9) in order to decipher significant meaning. This thought was so profound to me that I typed “numerology” into google for the first time, to see if I was on to something… sure enough, my ideas were confirmed by none other than the ancient Greek mathematician, Pythagoras, the “Father of Numerology”, who

“developed his theory of numbers based on the idea that everything progressed in predictable cycles and those theories are the basis of all natural law today, as well as providing the foundation for the occult idea of Numerology, though the actual origins of numerology predate Pythagoras such as seen, for example, in the dictums set forth in the ancient Hebrew Kabbalah and in the symbolism of Sacred Geometry. Pythagoras’ idea deals with rational numbers, specifically the integers “1’ through “9”, (the abstract concept of “0” not yet having been postulated).

“Fundamental to this concept is the so-called “reduction of numbers”, which means that one takes any number with two or more digits and reduces it, by adding each of the integers in the number to arrive at a total whose integers are then added again, until a single digit is obtained.

(Example: the number 98 would be calculated as 9 + 8 = 17 and 1 + 7 = 8, with 8 being the primary “Master Number” of the number 98.)”


To avoid any confusion, we will refer to the reduced integer as a “Quantum Number” instead of a “Master Number”.


1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9,

1 (10 ~ 1 + 0 = 1), 2 (11 ~ 1 + 1 = 2), etc…..,

1 (19 ~ 1 + 9 = 10 ~ 1 + 0 = 1), etc….,

1 (28 ~ 2 + 8 = 10 ~ 1 + 0 = 1), 2 (29 ~ 2 + 9 = 11 ~ 1 + 1 = 2), etc….,

1 ( 37 ~ 3 + 7 = 10 ~ 1 + 0 = 2), 2 (38 ~ 3 + 8 = 11 ~ 1 + 1 = 2), 3 (39 ~ 3 + 9 = 12 ~ 1 + 2 = 3)

1 (100 ~ 1 + 0 + 0 = 1)

As you can see if you add up the 2 integers in a double digit number (for ex. 11 ~ 1 + 1 = 2) you are left with the higher octave representation (11) of the “root frequency” (2). This method also creates other patterns in data, for example, the sum of all digits reduced to their rational number, represents the number of reductions which must be made for each 10 digit sector (ie, 110-119) to be represented with 10 integers, it represents the number of symbols (whole numbers) which need to be reduced to their rational integer. For 110’s for example there are only (1 + 1 = 2) numbers which will compute to double digit numbers after the first application (118 and 119), and likewise for the 30’s there are (3 + 0 = 3) numbers which need to be reduced (37, 38, 39) — I see a fractal pattern emerging here… perhaps the Fibonacci Sequence. For example, if we look at each 100 digit sector, we can also determine the amount of number that need to be reduced… but the math gets more complex here as there are now about 90 more possibilities for multiple reduction scenarios.

At this point, you’re probably a bit confused, and I’m having a bit of trouble expressing what I’m trying to say, so I’ve done a bit of web-surfing, to find an explanation which is easier to understand than my psycho-babble. I would usually just provide a link here to read on your own, but I feel like this particular information is important to understand. The following is an excerpt from: http://www.halexandria.org/dward332.htm

Numerology attempts to describe the relative existence of everything in nature, based on the premise that all is reducible to numbers, and that all numbers follow the natural law of mathematical progression. In particular, ratios of numbers become pure entities and take on fundamental importance. This is true of the so-called Transcendental Numbers (p — the ratio of a circle’s circumference to its diameter, f — the ratio of sequential entries of Fibonacci Numbers, and e — the base of the natural logarithm, wherein subtraction of logarithms is equivalent to division/ratios of numbers). Even numbers such as integers can be expressed as ratios, e.g. “4” is actually the ratio, “4/1” (or even “8/2”).

A basic axiom is that all things in nature evolve in cycles, mathematical progressions which are measurable and predictable. [And cycles have ratios — as in the year, the time for the Earth to circle the Sun, being given in terms of the cycle of the Earth to rotate once upon its axis, a day.] Cycles are often based on Time, but not necessarily so, as even counting from one to twenty involves a cycle of returning to the use of “1” following the “9”, etc.

Numerology deals primarily with rational numbers, specifically integers. It even goes so far as to limit itself, for the most part, to the 9 symbols, which make up 90% of the base 10 system. Yet, it contains within those 9 symbols a significant amount of information. In fact, together with Astrology and Tarot, Numerology is used as part of the symbolism in interpreting the Tree of Life — one of the more profound philosophical concepts.

A possible exception to the general rule of reducing numbers until a single digit is reached is whenever the total reaches what is called a “Master Number”. The “Master Numbers” are those with double digits, i.e. 11, 22, 33, 44… Supposedly, these Master Numbers have a greater significance, and refer to characteristics beyond mundane experiences. In a manner of speaking, these are the higher octaves, harmonics, of experiences. But they are also sometimes just potentialities, which are never quite attained — after which the single digit number which they add to, becomes the dominant factor.

It is these “Master Numbers” which I want to focus on because they carry some sort of transcendental energy about them.

The number 11, being a higher octave representation of the number 2, whilst using only the number 1, is a representation of (in a relative sense) a transcendence of duality (the belief that I am a separate entity than all that”s around me). The number 11 represents a belief that one is a whole entity in itself individually, but at the same time intimately interconnected with everything else in this universe (transcended duality).

11:11 then to me, is a wake up call to humanity ~ a call for transformation, to break free from the cocoon of an old limiting belief system and to fly away into a new all-encompassing one ~ it is a doorway, perhaps into a new dimension of thought and life, which is being shown to you, and only you can walk through ~ 11:11 encompasses all of synchronicity in this meaning, because isn’t that what synchronicity really is? Realizing you are part of a greater picture, something grander than just yourself? ❤

As per usual, I’ll post here my findings from the Mayan Tzolk’in Calendar for the day in order to portray any other cosmic synchronicities to my findings on this day:


This is the 1st day sign of the uinal. It means "alligator" or "crocodile". It carries a radiant Eastern energy.

Alligator is the initial day sign and often manifests in people as the initiator of new ideas or new projects. The Eastern energy that flows through this sign infuses it with primal creative instincts, forces that gives birth to new phenomena and brilliant new ideas stemming from the deep flow of the collective unconscious.

However, largely because there is no order or structure that comes with these primal messages, following through on their ideas or completing their projects is not the Alligators' forte. This is why it is essential that they collaborate with others in order to achieve tangible results.

Alligators are often deeply caring people with a strong nurturing, protective energy, particularly for their children. They may work hard to provide security and comfort for their families and friends, but they should take care not to become overprotective, territorial or dominating. Otherwise, they may become insecure, indecisive and emotionally volatile.

Tone Four

Kan is the number four in the Mayan Sacred Calendar. It represents stability.

Persons born on days with this tone carry a stable, grounded energy that helps set the guidelines for all manner of relationships and interactions, whether on a personal, societal, economic, or other levels. Four is also the number of dimensions in which most of our conscious experiences take place.

Kan is ruled by Tonatiuh, the Aztec god of the sun and the warriors.

God of fire and time

Xiuhtecuhtli is the ruler of the First Day of the Trecena, and the First Day and First Heaven of the Galactic Underworld.

Xiuhtecuhtli is also the Aztec god of fire and time. The energy he embodies is that of initiation, sowing.


Please, consider this video, which I hope may fill in any missing bits of information, concerning the importance of this spiritual-science, and the many things it can do for us.

Beware of the false twin flame ~ which more than likely will come about after reading of twin flames and initially longing for that type of connection ~ I thought I had found my twin flame for a long time but I was looking outward for her – that was when I found a soul-mate.

Only after she and I split (to my ASTONISHMENT ~ I thought we were happy together and I didn’t see it coming at all) and I let my emotions go did I realize that she was there to teach me the last lesson I needed to learn before I reunited with my twin.

The Spirit of the Amanita found me at this time, as I was completely lost, it showed me the way of self-love, forgiveness, and acceptance, and ultimately: unconditional love — one very dark night on Halloween I let go all the rest of my emotions that were churning within, I layed in my bed and cried for hours – then had a vision of the world turning on its back, the sun setting into a sliver on the horizon, and darkness fading in. Only to realize that when the sun would return, it would be the great awakening; it would be magnificent.

“And the light… it seemed so Clear and present and divine… and then the world turned on it’s back… the sun sliding into the abyss, revealing the darkness that surrounds it all. And now I wait… as my pupils dilate, to reveal once again that the light seen retreating amongst the shadows, is still there, reflecting upon celestial bodies… for the sun to arise again… shall be the great awakening ♥”


I decided afterwards to be myself, to love myself, and through the understanding that we are all one, love others through myself. I decided I would not look or long for my twin flame, and that I would simply go about my business, shining my light on others, with the thought of nothing in return. I decided not to jump into any relationship, or act on selfish thoughts, or lusting emotions, but to simply allow that which was destined for me to come into my life at the proper moment.

I decided that I would not settle again for anyone less than my twin-flame, my literal other-half, the me in female version… I even wrote out a list of attributes describing her; describing my hearts truest desires.


About 3-4 months after that night on Halloween, a magnificent connection began to blossom between myself and the most beautiful angel I’ve ever seen (when I first saw her which was before all this even when dating my ex I had an instant attraction to her accompanied by a deep feeling in my heart). I did not try to make it happen… It just started happening, and I was almost an observer.

Synchronicity after synchronicity began to appear the more I spent time around her, down to the smallest detail, it is almost chilling, and awe inspiring, and very TRIPPY.

The twin-flame relationship is the most ecstatic that can possibly be experienced in this 3d human form. It is not focused on sexuality as most other relationships are. It is about infinite compatibility, being able to stand side by side and walk in the same direction with each other, not to face each other and try to merge, but to be completely whole and individual selves who join together in mutual existence ~ harmony.

Sex isn’t about desire to fulfill an urge in this type of relationship it’s about fully integrating both the worshiping of the divine feminine and masculine creative energies and raising of the Kundalini Serpent ~~ What exactly this means for humanity at this time, I’m not sure 😉

I’m walking down a path through the woods, it is dawn, very warm with a small amount of moisture in the air, dew just starting to form on the plants, my parents following slowly behind me… As I continue to walk I notice a presence in the forest, I look to the left and see a small girl curled up next to a tree. My parents don’t notice her right away; they are too wrapped up in their conversation and maybe a bit of their surroundings, nor do they notice me when I step off the trail to go to her. Her face is buried in her knees, I cannot see who it is. Without thinking, as if drawn to her by a magnetic force, I sit down next to her and embrace her in my arms. And then I feel her, I am totally overcome by a sense of warmth and familiarity, I close my eyes and press my head against hers, I sink into her, and she embraces me. We fit into each others’ arms so perfectly, I know I am home. I sink deeper into her into the darkness like a somnambulant meditation.

[SIDE NOTE: brother calls me in the middle of writing this, I pause to talk to him, he tells me I can come over now, I look down and it says Draft saved at 11:22:00 pm. 11:22 means Pay Attention, Don’t give up before the miracle!…. I continue writing]

It is my |Twin~Flame| Miranda, I hear her voice softly in my ear, I feel as if I have found her! I get excited… meditation starts to slip and I notice my parents have taken note of our presence now. I open my eyes and they are standing there in front of us taking pictures of us. They are both so ecstatic, crying even. I stand up and they show me the pictures they’ve just taken of Miranda and I… they keep telling me how beautiful we are…




~~~~I wake up~~~~


….she dreamed about me too….

So today for what ever reason, as I stood outside and observed the nature and landscape, also gazing deep within me, I decided to say goodbye to Minnesota. I’m being called elsewhere… I cannot stay here if I wish to thrive. I do not know when I will leave, I’ve just accepted that I will. The trees seem to be waving goodbye in the gentle breeze…

I can’t really recall the sequence of these events today… but after Miranda pointed out that my dream seemed very important, and asked me how I interpreted it, I think I’ve come upon a rather intriguing interpretation.

~~Well… my parents were taking pictures… pictures to me represent the attachment to a memory, trying to ‘hold on’ to something that is no longer here. The fact that they didn’t notice Miranda and I at first seems to be reflective of their world, where as in my utopia, we are in tune with our senses and not distracted, where we don’t put walls and distance between us physically and emotionally. I’m ever working toward that Utopia and I’ve been wanting to know the next step… I cried yesterday over the sheer weight of cognitive dissonance… I’ve been so conflicted, torn between the world I was brought into and the world I dream of, It’s taken me until just now to realize I must leave one in order to let the other come fully into being. The forest in the dream seemed to reflect my recent longing to return to nature, I feel so disconnected from it. I think stepping off the path into the wild brush was also reflective of my need to be more intimate with nature. Miranda already being off the path reflects the fact that she had approached me with the prospect of moving to California only a few days ago. I want to live a life more intimate with nature…. It’s hard to do that in Minnesota… I feel a calling to move southward, to a warmer climate where I can thrive in nature (as I always have). Today I accepted that call.

As for my family… I know I am leaving them behind but I cannot choose for them and I cannot wait for them any longer. Maybe they will find what they are looking for in those pictures (memories) and themselves see the magic which lies in the wild brush of the moment, the eternal now~~

I believe this to be my next step in integration… to lower the frequency a bit – it goes something along the line of (but maybe not exactly like) moving south to live on a communal organic farm near the woods with like-minded people… the Mayan Tzolk’in Calendar (which I visited after I came to these conclusions) only reinforces this interpretation.

~~The following information was copied from: The Mayan Calendar Portal

Uaxac {Tone Eight}

Uaxac is the number eight in the Mayan Sacred Calendar. It represents justice, harmony and balance.

Persons born on days with this tone possess exceptional organizational and management skills, and the ability to handle the most complex of tasks, situations or environments. Carefully weighing all evidence to reach a balance of justice, they are concerned not with taking sides but with fairness and equality. Some Eights might be overly concerned with cleanliness and neatness.

Uaxac is ruled by Tlaloc, the Aztec god of rain and war.

Tlaloc {God of Rain and War}

Tlaloc is the ruler of the Eighth Day of the Trecena, and the Fourth Night and Eighth Heaven of the Galactic Underworld.

Tlaloc is also the Aztec god of rain and war. The energy he embodies is that of harmony.

The Galactic Underworld
is the level of evolution that currently influences the mind of human beings the most strongly. It is developed through the energetic effects of thirteen tuns (360 day periods) that are subdivided into seven peaks of energy (days) and six valleys (nights), each symbolized by a specific deity. Day by day, this wave movement brings increasingly greater flows of right-brain energies and propels the end of Western dominance in the world. The deeper we go into this Underworld the stronger the waves become. To mark these most significant shift points in the evolution of consciousness, celebrations focusing on alignment with the divine plan are taking place all over the world.

Eb {Road, South}

This is the 12th day sign of the uinal. It means “road” or “grass”. It carries a soft Southern energy.

The bearer of time and conductor of destiny, this day sign is supremely devoted to its fellow human beings, giving guidance and opening pathways to a healthier future. The Southern flavor of its energy gives this day sign a certain ease and natural flow.

Road persons care deeply about community, future generations and the children of the Earth and work toward their well-being. Many take care of the poor, sick and elderly, and make personal sacrifices. They are devoted, very hardworking and quite likeable; many are successful in business and travel. Yet they have little or no desire for fame or recognition for the good that they do. They may often keep a low profile and are soft and considerate in their ways.

Affectionate and empathetic, Road persons are easily hurt but slow to anger. This tendency to harbor negative emotions and repress resentment can lead to illness, a poisoned opinion of others or a false bravado.

Well I was looking for some pictures to add to this post just now and I found another synchronicity! Here is another description of Eb found on: http://www.dr-rock.biz/Tzolkin

Eb has been taken to mean variously : ‘tooth’, ‘human’, ‘grass’, ‘road-‘ or ‘stair-way’. Eb is one of the yellow kin and is associated with the sensual and physical aspects of living. Eb is the road of life and, in some manifestations, the greening and enlightening of individual and planetary awareness. Eb is the dew of heaven, it is the inner lightning which animates all, it is consciousness walking in beauty and balance. All earthly kind belong to this road. Eb is individual spirit and authority and stands but one step from community.

I’ll leave the interpretation up to you! Can YOU spot the incidences of synchronicity? 😉

❤ Jagno Gaia

This was just a response I had to a question a spiritual friend asked me today… I intend on expanding on this thought later because it’s something I’ve been thinking about lately and I feel to be very important…

Lots of people are afraid of a New World Order or One World Government… but I think people are just afraid of something so new… there are so many unknowns that people get fearful and fabricate in their heads what they believe it may be like. I do disagree with control but are people really gonna need to be controlled to be willing to accept a world government? One where we all make decisions together? And see ourself as one nation, one consciousness of earth.

Semantics… words have different meanings from person to person, ideas are easily misconstrued. What ever IS right now, simply IS. We can choose to react negatively in fear, or we can react positively with enthusiasm and contribute positive energy on top of what already is.

These are just some thoughts going through my head… lots of people are afraid of what may happen in the next 2 years is my point. But what we hold in our hearts (whether it be fear or love), determines our reaction (and thus action) to whatever is in our future that we may experience. If we hold our hearts in love, our actions will be joyful and fruiticious, but if we hold our hearts in fear, our actions as a people could be very intense and thus chaotic.

Based on my own experience/knowledge, I know that fear creates negative situation around you (for example, if you see a bear in the woods and you fear it and run, that bear more than likely chase you… but if you just breathe deeply and hold love for that bear in your heart, it will be as it is and leave you your space and you will leave him his space withstaned by love!) That being said, I have a high capacity to hold love in my heartspace, and do not believe it my fate to end up in any negative land such as a concentration camp.

Is the fate of one really the fate of all though? when looking at things from this earthly 3-dimensional mind-frame?

Point being – I think now is a time more important than ever to learn to hold love in our hearts for those around us and to not fear for ourselves or our neighbor, but instead to give love so that fear may not have a chance to make it’s way into our minds. ❤

Hey there everyone! I know it’s been a while since I’ve posted and I figured it was about time I get back in touch with you all 🙂 I’ve been on a wild journey the past few months… my own transformations are happening exponentially quicker each day. No time to go into depth about it or explain it all now, but I will do so in due time… In the meanwhile, I’m curious to hear about your transformations! 🙂 Please feel free to post comments on any of my blogs with related stories, I would love to bridge experiences with you.

So I think the topic I’ve been most stuck on lately, is the topic of spiritual integration/grounding/bridging.

To me – spiritual integration (or grounding) is the process of going out of the body into the “mind” of the spirit (via altered states of consciousness induced by practices such as fasting, yoga, sensory deprivation, sleep deprivation, meditation, psychedelics, or a combination of these) in order to gather “spiritual”/centered/objective information (light), and then returning to the body with this information, while simultaneously holding that light so as to ground it here in this physical dimension – that is, to radiate the light (divine wisdom) physically as it guides you through your daily physical interactions with the surrounding environment. The purpose is to operate, physically, from a place of higher intention, in order to more efficiently bring about a global transformation (We must interact with our earth – the body – with the elements, the plants, animals, and with our brothers and sisters).

Our mind has become so separate from our bodies and the earth (detached/ungrounded – also synonymous to the detachment between each other… few people even say hello as they pass each other on the walk of life, or in these days, on the streets), that a sense of urgency seems to be flowing into the subconscious . We must change, to resonate with the rhythm and spirit of our earth, our solar-system, our galaxy, and our universe, lest we become so detached that the body can no longer maintain the mind (that the earth may not be able to sustain our species). We must embark on the process of spiritual grounding, so that the light may guide us to a higher heaven (a brighter future). The goal I feel here is not necessarily Utopia, but the continual progression towards it. Everything we ever need is here on this planet and within us, there is no need to go anywhere else in search for it.

A spiritual integration experiences teaches us that we must love unconditionally, breathe deeply, act intently, move slowly, not cut corners or beat around the bush (to cut straight through to the point–the truth–like a double edged sword). It teaches us to be the best we can be, to fit into the moment exactly as we were meant to – to be present and fully aware in that moment (to fill it in with light) while at the same time allowing everything else its own space to resonate freely. It teaches us not to impede, but to flow; to truly feel and flow with our emotions instead of fighting them – to flow with the ever-lasting change that is the spiritual progression of the heart of the universe (consciousness-expansion).

The process of bridging is a bit more abstract of a concept, but I will do my best to articulate it as I understand it. Someone under-going the experience of spiritual integration must not only ground the light around themselves, they must work to extend it out to others, rather than alienate themselves from those who are transforming much slower. This process involves lowering the frequency of the mind, coming down from spirit and deeper into the body in order to match the frequency of others. How do we resonate (relate) with each other if I am way up here and you are way down there? Or vice versa… how do we communicate… how do we transfer important spiritual (light/widsom) information? For a very basic and physical example, a chemist cannot speak with a painter on the nature of chemical compounds in the advanced language of chemistry, for without prior experience, the painter knows nothing of the symbols used to articulate the information. The chemist must allow himself to think like the painter in the left hand, while simultaneously holding his knowledge of chemistry in the right, in order to portray the information to the painter in the form of metaphors strung together in a rhythm known as ‘Poetry’. The same technique is used to decode or translate information coming from the painter to the chemist, and vice versa.

However poetry via spoken word or written language is not the only way of relaying important information. Without language, much information can be communicated through the body. This form of communication relies on proper attention and presence in the body – we must be GROUNDED in order to communicate psychically (notice the similarity between the words physically/psychically).

Bridging, is the process of expanding our consciousness/perception. By expanding my consciousness outward into your sphere of consciousness, we are able to exchange information simultaneously as it is created. The purpose of bridging, is to start a chain-reaction… similar to the “100th monkey syndrome”. As soon as enough beings expand their consciousness so that they are reaching others, it won’t be long before we experience that expanding consciousness as a unified whole. Once this is realized, it would be obvious that hurting or impeding the growth of anything outside of the ego-self is actually an act of impeding the self. Spiritual impedance could potentially be neutralized. So it is important I think, for those who have realized that we are all one consciousness unified by the will of the cosmos, to do what they can to expand that light/wisdom to the people around them (even if it means temporarily lowering your own vibration).

This blog can be seen as a form of integration/bridging, as I am doing what I can to hold these visions of light and wisdom in my mind while simultaneously being here and now in this world typing to you on this computer, breathing slowly, remaining centered and focused on this topic that is currently at hand in my mind.

Phew… I’m sweatin’ haHA! I guess that’s all I have to rant today, I hope you found this information useful. Here is a video related to the topic of bridging and integration, it is about “soulshaping”! For more information, visit: soulshaping.com

Enjoy ❤

On a last note, I hope you are all enjoying the beautiful fall weather and colors! Embrace the change 😉

Love and Light ❤ Embrace the darkness


Jesus was an alien baby from space,
who came down to earth to save the human race
But man’s evil ways were shrouded with Sin,
so he left us, on the cross to return to his Kin

A symbol so strong, not to be forgotten
Man realized that he had become rotten…
So he searched for his heart which seemed so far out of sight,
but no matter how far, it is always filled with light

the end of the tunnel, just around the bend,
Jesus and his Kin were ready to return again
God said the word, righteous and Just.
as the human race is about ready to bust

clouds apart, and the Sun shining through,
Mother Earth, was ready to begin anew

[May or may not have any bearing on reality… just for fun!]

To me, the Holy trinity, is 3 separate (but intimately interwoven) parts of the same thing (God) as perceived from the human form. Each part, when viewed microcosmically, is separate from the other parts, but when viewed macrocosmically, are essentially the same.

Left/Right and Center….. Up/Down and center…..
It is the expression of duality, and the acceptance of Oneness.

the father… above
the son… below
the holy spirit… the center

“as above, so below” – that which is above, is the same as that which is below (fractals, microcosms and macrocosms)

The father… in my opinion… is the source… the creative womb of the goddess of our universe… that which manifests… that which gives form to this physical matrix… the source of information and knowledge – the all-knowing father. Light is information… we are all light, just as any physical form. An example of the father – if you want something physical, would be the black hole at the center of our galaxy known as Hunab-Ku, or the energetic center of the initial Big Bang (all black holes are also white holes, which spew out all information in all directions)

The son, is the physical manifestation of that light. Jesus is the Son. The Sun, is the Son. I am the Son. You too are the Son… (let us forget masculine and feminine implications in the words used… I think it would be equal to say the Mother, the daughter, and the holy spirit) –IMO the reason Jesus kept saying that HE was the son, was simply because he had realized this fully to the point where he was no longer living in duality by his own egoic needs and was fulfilling the prophecy of the holy spirit.

The holy spirit, is the energetic connection between all things, between the father and the son, the son and the son, and between the father (with other fathers)…… <— the last point of this gets into multiverse ideas which I won't touch on because there's no way of explaining that in a defined sentence structure…

It is that which binds us together, transcendent of time and space. The father and the son is the duality.. the yin and yang.. the holy spirit is the realization that the separateness between the 2, is but an illusion, that the 2, are really part of a greater whole. This is the 3rd piece of the Trinity, which binds the first 2 together, to create the Holy unification of the God Head.

What this means to me, is every physical manifestation has the potential to channel God through themselves as Jesus did… just think what the world would be like if we all did that! ❤

Mind you this is all my own interpretation… just some thoughts that have been floating around for the past 4 years based on what I've learned on my own meditating on the words "The Holy Trinity"